Don't give up!

Results

Im at 134 lbs now, lost 4 lbs in two weeks. It makes me excited for what i’ll be like in another month. But i didn’t do very good this morning at the gym. I literally rolled out of bed and ran off 250 calories. My stomach is starting to look different. I have a line now. :) 

Right now im snacking on cookies, which isnt very good but i dont be eating until 8 because of work…

Soon enough

I’ll be skinnier than my little sister :)

I had yoga class then worked out for about 35 minutes, im so sore but tomorrow is resting day since i worked out yesterday too.

Ive been eating well and saying no to junk food. I hope im making some progress. I eat about 1500 cals, sometimes less, sometimes more.

Im always hungry though. And im always grumpy and stressed too. but soon i’ll get use to it.

Ex: I get home, excited to finally eat, but all my spring mix is gone. Yiu know why?
Because my dad used the whole box, covered with heave dressing and croutons. You couldnt even taste the leaves.
Since I was already grumpy from hunger, I kinda overrracted and made him feel bad :/

i love how nice and positive everyone seems to be on their fitness blogs, it makes me realize how negative i am about myself and this diet. 

btw

i decided to try out the women only gym room today. i ran with just my sports bra on in front of a mirror, i saw the way my flabby arms moved and how my tummy jiggles. just blah. it made me want to run more, but too bad my laziness took over eventually.